Today “The End” – Today was the last day at my old company. I have never felt time move as slowly as today. Nor the tension and stress of my peers as hard as today either. Though my journey has taken me to numerous stressful and tension filled times, the only thing that I can say is that today WAS HARD, SAD and a certain GUILT for me. I know that I should not say that, but that is how I feel and most likely is the truth.
One places themselves in this circle and do not realize what the larger impact of their decisions at the time. Not that the decision to leave was the wrong decision, just now that I am on the outside looking in, I realize that I have effected more than just my immediate proximity of folks. Hence GUILT for the lack of that relization.
Next week Monday “A New Beginning” – I start my new job. Let’s see what can I say about that…man where do I start is one thing that comes to mind and the other is what have I gotten my self into!!!
Well, I have tried to tie up all the loose ends, have said my goodbyes / farewells / good lucks. I guess I feel a little better, but I am sure that I will have to contend with all the above feelings for a couple more days before I get back to being me…
Thanks for listening…ha ha ha…